Thursday, June 01, 2006
I think I've gone crazy....yelp
I am a bad bad blogger.
BUT, I WILL SAY that my blogging style IS reflective of my style of person or personal style or.... I get EXCITED in the beginning, I put all my effort into what I’m doing…then it tapers off and I get sick of it…or in this case physically sick with a little sick of it on top.
Therefore, you are on the receiving end of me…perhaps the “real” me…in abstract blogging form. Besides (don't you love that word), what other ways are there to express oneself…to show others who you are? Conversation doesn’t work for me anymore….it’s too convoluted with arbitrary interactions and pre-conceived ideas...
EX: Sometimes I feel like yelping. BUT it doesn’t work when you’re boss is asking you to suck his cock (aka do something for him, that will make him happy and rich but will do nothing for you...except insure you $10 a hour..)…unless he has a fetish for yelping…
However, what I'm doing now could be considered conversation. But we’re not looking at each other. I can’t see your reaction and you’re not forced to listen to me…or maybe you’re forced even more. I’m convinced I’m not forced to listen to you.
EX2:You can create artwork and show it to other people. However, unless this is done anonymously, it can also be stifled with pre-conceptions. Plus, you might not be very good at it.
ANYWHO
Forgive me, I have the stomach flu and this is my first day back at work. I don’t have anything positive or antidotal to report. Although, I think I had a really endearing dream about Paris Hilton last night...
None of this means I don’t care about you.
ttfn,
-Alicia
